Au revoir, monsieur soleil. Farewell! So long, bye-bye. Sayonara!

I’ve always had an issue when it comes to drawing hands and it’s becoming such a burden. It’s just so difficult to capture the true essence of a hand so I always just start giving up when I get to them. And then I end up wanting to rip the entire sketch up because it feels incomplete. Then again an artist never really finishes his work; he merely abandons it.

After being linked to a website who’s main motive pretty much is find occult meanings and illuminati symbolism behind all the music, videos, and movies we all know and love today (those are a bunch of clickable links I want you to check out for all my slow people), and discussing it with a few friends, I decided to sort my thoughts out in a blog. Most of the articles just prove that people read way too much into things/symbols, especially if it benefits their argument and some of them *coughJay-Zcough* seem to just purposely throw shit in their videos, fashion and logos for the sake of attention and controversy. However, these four posts on Gaga (also clickable) managed to raise an eyebrow simply because in true Gaga fashion, the symbols are just blatantly obvious and being Stefani’s biggest fan EVER, I feel compelled to play captain save-a-ho and defend her.

First and foremost, the idea that these celebrities are pushing subliminal messages in our face is null and void because… well before you pointed it out, who’s going to connect being satanic with goats? I certainly wouldn’t have. A subliminal message is like.. if you keep seeing golden arches and you suddenly want McDonalds. Is ‘Bad Romance’ about obtaining fame by any means necessary? Duh captain obvious; that’s Lady Gaga’s entire image! And because of her “get famous or die trying” attitude and willingness to sacrifice whatever to get that glory, it doesn’t surprise me that Lady Gaga puts indirect representation of selling your soul to the devil in her videos. I mean, because… isn’t that what most people in the industry are doing? Majority of the most famous a. nd most successful people in the world sold themselves to get where they are. I can’t deny that she’s using satanic symbols in her art, but that’s because it’s ART and they’re just symbols. What’s a symbol to someone who doesn’t believe in it? Nothing. I don’t think Lady Gaga is a part of the illuminati or a freemason, I think she’s just promoting the idea of secret societies.

And what’s so bad about being a freemason anyway? I know some and they seem to be great men. Is it because they’ve maintained such a level of secrecy for so long that it’s easy to speculate and draw up your own c. onclusion? To call them devil worshippers is just ignorant. There’s no link between freemasons and the illuminati and I highly doubt the illuminati still exists. Nonetheless, after Lady Gaga’s amazing performance at the AMAs last night and her blatant usage of horns, claws, fire & emphasis of the spine, I just can’t wait to see how vigilant citizen breaks that one down because conspiracy theorists crack me up !

I like these pictures because my thighs are in them and all of you already know how I feel about thick thighs on women :] Better than ass & titties, in my opinion. K, maybe not better than titties but I’m just sayin’… there’s a lot more to appreciate on women than those. I just got back from Maryland yesterday, it was a peaceful & relaxing weekend. I want to see 2012 tonight, not because I’m all crazy about the world ending in 2012 but because the plot is dope. I’ve always said when the world ended, it was going to start right back up again but noooo, nobody wanted to listen to MY theory. Whatever. Anyway, stfu about the world really ending in 2012. Nasa says so. And I’ma be laughing at you in 2013. Enough of my random rambling. Peace !

While I have access to a webcam, here’s a quick explanation to why I haven’t been consistent with my videos like I keep promising :/ Eeek. And heads up, I don’t post every pointless I upload on my blog (just the ones with substance) so I’d highly suggest you subsribe to my youtube so you don’t miss anything. Be sure to leave advice on my hair question video because I certainly need it !

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I really do try to be more consistant with my videos (as I promised) but I’m steady having technical difficulties! If it aint one thing, it’s another…and this time it was the fact that my Sony Vegas Pro 9(yes the stuff the pro’s use) trial expired and I was unable to get another. That, plus my slow ass computer turned an editing task that should’ve been an hour into a full day ordeal. Editing in Windows Movie Maker is a pain in the ass and honestly, I’m amazed I managed to pull this off. Naturally, the quality isn’t as HD as it would’ve been if I used my usual program but it’ll have to do for now. I’m looking for video responses with this video but if you don’t have a camera, feel free to comment on the video and it’d be mucho appreciated. Enjoy.

“9 to 5 is how you survive, I aint tryna survive – I’m trying to live it to the limit and love it a lot.”

‘My religion is very simple. My religion is kindness.’ — Dalai Lama XIV

This is my first painting in nearly 10 years and I’m quite pleased. It’s pretty self-explanitory; the Christian, Hindu, Jewish, Islam, symbols and finally, the symbol for Peace. Which is what I believe in ;] This is also a possible future tattoo but my tat will be a bit different so before you all go copying, know that. Lol. I promised myself that I’d start focusing more on stimulating my creativity and brain and stop giving so much attention to stupid shit like twitter and facebook so expect to see a lot of my self-expression on this here blog. What do you all think?