Au revoir, monsieur soleil. Farewell! So long, bye-bye. Sayonara!

A lot of people saying fuck me. Problem is they be telling everybody BUT me…

(yikes; nipple slip :XXX)

(I tend to pretend my Dell is Mac because I want one so badly)

I have the strongest urge to rip somebody in rockband right now.

Who wanna see me?

In other news: Life’s been mundane, every day feels the same.

young girls envy the life we’re leading
never satisfied with a nice calm evening…

[that striped dress did Lianas ass justice. get it girl! meanwhile im bummin it in jeans. aha!]

[gotta ? rich nitty]

[idk this dude, but every girl was on his shit that night and he was killin' it. had to snap one]

[if you're with us, raise your glasses. if you're not, raise your standards.]

[shinin.]

[caught! textin & shit]

[honey dip gets it in - monday, tuesday, wednesday, thursday, friday, SATURDAY]

[lol @ me and kelsey rippin' 'unstoppable' and 'every girl']

[and i thought she was the quiet one lol]

[does the blackberry ever leave my left hand? i think not.]

[damn my photography skills are up there! show em how we catch cabs in the city Jenn.]

[*sigh* this pic depresses me. i turned around from it and who do i see staring at me? the ? of my life -see below entry-]

All blogs are posting the same exact bullshit these days. They’re all either posting “exclusive new underground hip hop” that they found not so exclusively on hypetrak or herfection, fashion that can already be found on every other blog, “dope” shit they stole from kanyes blog, or the latest celebrity gossip that they copied and pasted from The YBF, ontd or concreteloop. And even those sites are full of shit. I once saw The YBF post pictures of Fabolous’ new baby that they had stolen from his personal myspace talking about “we spotted Fab and his new baby…” as if they took the pictures themselves ! SMFH. And lord knows I just couldn’t escape that damn TMZ picture of Rihanna, it was everywhere! I’ve watched a little Joe Budden album leak turn into a full out flood because every blogger was trying to be the first to have it. And newsflash, that ‘So Far Gone’ was available for download on Drakes public blog before any of these hip hop sites got hold of it so please stop acting like you’re doing us some big favor by putting it up. We have just as much access to your ‘sources’ as you do.

With that said, one 24 hour Sex & The City marathon later and here I am blogging ! I feel like such a little Carrie Bradshaw ;] I’ve come  to writing in hopes of shedding some reality to the blogosphere by talking about [gasp] MY ACTUAL LIFE [/gasp]. Crazy, I know. My personal thoughts, experiences, art, videos, pictures, ups, downs, random shit that goes on in my head, stuff I love, stuff I hate and whatever other nonsense I think of. Love, passion, truth, experience. Not saying I won’t post music and celebrity gossip, I will, but not because it will attract more hits, because it interests me and I want to share my own personal opinions about it. So sit back, relax and take a ride on this journey of self discovery with me.

I’m not irish but St. Patty’s Day seemed the perfect excuse to get drunk on a Tuesday afternoon so that’s exactly what we did! I honestly didn’t expect Houlihann’s to get that crazy but it was definitely wall to wall and who knew irish folk gets busy like that?! How cool is it to be part of an ethnicity everybody celebrates 1 day a year? I was having a decent time but since some of our girls couldn’t get in, we had to go to another bar and then ended up at Mojitos and it was all downhill from there. At least for me. And since it was one person in particular bringing down my entire night; I shifted from being a really happy lovable drunk to being an angry drunk and wanting to fight everyone. So I left early, got some bud and called it a night. Fuck the dumb.

Idk if you can tell but the empire state building behind us was lit up green. Purtyyy. Not as pretty as when it was pink & red for vday or pink & purple for Mariah Carey’s album release but pretty nonetheless.